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ONE SIDED LOVE 

I know you're tried your best
But that's not good enough for me
Understand, nevertheless
Love's gotta go both ways

Well you push me to the left
Then you push me to the right
But you gotta meet me in the middle
If you wanna make this right

But you gotta believe....
So here it is, here it is, baby here it is....

I wanna help you out, tell you what it's all about
What I feel, what I need, how's it gonna be
So what you wanna do, what you really wanna do
'Cause I've decided everything i want from you

One sided love
Is never gonna work
So let me tell you something
That' I'm sure you've never heard of
Tender love and care
In case you're unaware
So I tell you what
Let me tell you where it's at
Hit me with your best shot

I'm giving you a second chance
But you gotta understand
If you don't know how to love me
I will find someone who can
So read my lips for the last time
I tell you now with no regret
if you don't get your act together
Even your name, I will forget

I wanna help you out, tell you what it's all about
What I feel, what I need, how's it gonna be
So what you wanna do, what you really wanna do
'Cause I've decided everything i want from you

One sided love
Is never gonna work
So let me tell you something
That' I'm sure you've never heard of
Tender love and care
In case you're unaware
So I tell you what
Let me tell you where it's at
Hit me with your best shot

(Best shot... best shot....)

One Sided Love.

One sided love
Is never gonna work
So let me tell you something
That' I'm sure you've never heard of
Tender love and care
In case you're unaware
So I tell you what
Let me tell you where it's at baby 

~another one sided love song

Swept me away
But now I'm lost in the dark
Set me on fire
But now I'm left with a spark
Alone, you got beyond the haze and
I'm lost inside the maze
I guess I'm all alone in love

I look into your eyes
You turn the other way
And now I realize
It's all a game you play
I hold you in the night
And wake to find you gone
You're running out of sight
It's so hard holding on
All alone in love

Chorus

You haunt me in my dreams
I'm calling out your name
I watch you fade away
And then your love is not the same
I've figured out your style
To quickly drift apart
You held me for a while
Planned it from the start
All alone in love

Sitting in the dark without you
How am I supposed to make it
Through the night
Slowly fall apart without you
Cry away the hours
Till the morning light

Chorus

Never forget that you are beautiful regardless if someone likes you or not.

Joan Jett and the Blackhearts - I Love Rock 'n' Roll (1982 TV) HD

Joan Jett - I Hate Myself For Loving You (Music Video) HD

kecewa!!!

kecewa dan sedih perasaan aku tika ni..im very sure now that he's actually have feeling for her..my heart say so..what can i do?huhuhu..well,actually,there's nothing that i can do..he loves her i think..so,all i have to do now is that,jus pray that he will be happy..that;s the best for all...
~
what with my feeling actually?y am i so easy to fall in love?why?why?WHY?WWWHHYYY?WWWWWWWHHHHHHHYYYYYYYYYYYYY?i dont like this feeling..i hate it..hate it..hate it like hell..luckily i will not see his face anymore..no longer will i hear his voice...arghhh!!!so damn stupid aku ni...i feel like rubbish now with this feeling still arousing me..how to get rid of this feeling?????????arghhhhhh!!!!!!

~my heart is bleeding...my heart is broken..but no1 should be blame except me myself..i was d 1 who allowed dis feeling to freely dance within my soul...

Isn't that what people say?
That one-sided love is the hardest.
Always like a master handling his puppet.
Always like a kid playing with a toy.
Love is said to be the greatest feeling.
Perfect in its own way.
Yet flawlessness doesn't exist.
So there must be an error.
The mistake of a one-sided love.

The way that love is warm, it is the same way cruel.
Though it may be a blessing.
It leaves behind a victim to suffer.
In this case, me.

You have no idea what you left me with.
All the memories you threw away, I chose to gather.
The thoughts of you walking away.
The question of why I wasn't good enough?
Self doubt which refused to fade.
Each and every tear fell for you.
I spent hours in the rain...in the dark.
The only places I could reach for comfort.
The only shadows that taught me to escape...
Just for a little while.
And all the wishes wasted on you.
The whispers I choked out into the night.
The times where I could hardly breathe...
Just because you were you.
Just because you broke into my heart.
Just because.

Well...now I'm tired.
To a certain point where I can't stand you.
So take the chains off of me.
Take all the things I've done for you.
Consider them my last.
And still you won't know how precious...
My heart was in the care of your hands.
Goodbye.

I say a one-sided love lacks faith.
That this kind of love can't clash with destiny.
And that love might mean something delicate and pretty...
In the beginning.
However, just like a rose...
Everything beautiful has to wither and die...
In the end.
And this is the conclusion of this one-sided love story.
Heavenly to tragic.

But don't people also say that, to a finish there is another start.
So hope shouldn't fail or diminish.
As these petals of pain disappear.
Love will bloom once again.
This will always and forever be fate.

~arghhh..i will try not to think about him anymore..not worthy at all..btw,i pray that he will be happy with that girl..he deserves that.. i know that he is a good man and will become a very good husband to every woman that he will marry..insyaALLAH and AMIN...

show randai

~tetibe tringatkan show randai kami sem lepas..huhuhu..randai ni sbnrnye adalah satu seni tradisional minangkabau..ianya merupakan pergerakan yang menggabungkan elemen tarian,silat dan juga lakonan..kami punya production diberi nama ''Randai Si Tanggang''..si tanggang tu adalah merupakan gbungan memandangkan kami membuat cerita 'tanggang'' yang sememangnya dikenali ramai..sebut saja pasal cerita tanggang,mesti ramai yang mengetahuinya..ni adalah antara koleksi2 koleksi gambar kami sepanjang berlangsungnya persembahan 'randai' ini di Dewan Rahman Talib,UPSI..

 ~ni plak mase show randai kat pekna frinjan shah alam..mase ni,ramai aktivis aktivis teater yg turun padang...

Lagu tentang kematian dan keinsafan-Arab song-Dust is my bed

start a day!!

hari ini aku bgn dekat ngan kol 2 kot..huhuuhu..aku tido kol 5 lebih smlm gara2 baca novel..dala terbabas semayang subuh..huhu..kalau nak diikutkan,aku bgn awl ag sbnrnye..kol 10 lebih kot..tp saja malas nak bgn lagi..aku termenung jek atas katil bergolek2..alih,tertido blk..lepas tu,banyak kali jugak aku terbangun tp aku masih berbungkus gak atas katil..bangun pun,xde apa gak yg nak dibuat..hikhik..dlam tertido tu pun,banyak kal aku bermimpi..benci aku mimpi tu..menyampah..huhuhu..lepas tu,around 2,malas berguling2 da,tambah2 ngan keadaan bilik aku yang panas giler,terus aku bangun and pk apa yang aku nak buat..aku goosk gigi sat n then tuurn ke dapur..aduiihhhh...kotornye dapur aku tgk...yela,mmg aku xsempat ank cuci n mop sebelum ni sbb terlampau sibuk..nak harapkan org len?ermmm..dalam umah aku ni,aku boleh senaraikan beberapa org je yg rajin kemas rumah..rajin sapu lantai,rajin mop,rajin cuci bilik air..dan ade jugak r sorang 2 yg mmg aku rasa xpenah wat sume keje tuh..geram gak r kadang2..tp sbb xmo gadoh2,biarkan je r walau hati berbulu..huhu..so,aku wat plan,xpayah mandi ag(sbb slalunye bn tido,wajib mandi trs)..kemas bilik,lap kipas yg dah berhabuk,simpan semua buku2 yg xdigunakan lagi,sapu bahagian tingkat bawah,mop lantai kat dapur n last sekali memasak...uittt!!!adalah daam sejam lebih aku buat semua tuh..bila da siap,fuhhhh!!!lega oooo..dari atas samapai bawah,licin jek..hihi..br la rasa selesa nak pijak..dapur pun,licin jek..wangi jek..hihihi..
~untuk makan hari ini,aku xmasak sgt r..malas..lagipun,tom yam semalam ada lagi..aku jus panaskan jek dan goreng 2 ekor ikan..nak bagi ''nyakut'',aku sertakan budu sekali..huhu..habis r jugak sepinggan nasik..kenyang..ALHAMDULILLAH....
~bace paper hari ini pun ,xde ape yg menarik sgt..huhu..ni adalah beberapa brita yg aku bace yg aku rase menarik perhatian aku..ni adalah dari keratan akhbar new straits times online..

Man dies from self-made fish bomb

2010/04/18

PASIR MAS: A man died when a his self-made fish bomb exploded in an incident in Sungai Danau, Kampung Pitok, Tok Uban here yesterday.

Pasir Mas police district chief, ACP Haliludin Rahim, said the incident was reported about 6.50pm and the victim, Abdullah Hassan, 49, was alone on a boat on the river.

"Suddenly the bom exploded in his hand before he could throw it into the water and he was seriously injured and died on the spot," Haliludin told Bernama when met here today.

"His body was found by village folks who came looking for him and his body was sent to the Pasir Mas Hospital for an autopsy," he said. - Bernama

~ni plak kesinambungan dr brite kematian arwah achik spin smlm...moga ALLAH menempatkan arwah dalam kalangan org yg beriman..AMIN..

Achik Spin laid to rest

2010/04/18

SEREMBAN: Achik Spin who died in a road accident along Kajang-Seremban Highway (Lekas) yesterday was buried at Tuan Haji Said Muslim cemetery here today.

His remains were taken back to his mother-in-law's house in Taman Desa Ros, Ampangan and then to Taman Bukti surau for prayers before burial at the cemetery at 1pm.

Over 100 people including family members and friends were at the cemetery to show their last respects to Achik.

They include singers Hattan, Siti Nordiana (Nana), Tomok and Lan Kristal.

Achik was killed when the multi-purpose vehicle (MPV) driven by a friend crashed into a signpost, caught fire and exploded at KM 14.7 Lekas at 6.15pm.

Born Abdillah Murad Md Shari, 27, the singer who fronted the group Spin became popular with the song ''Janji Kita''.

He leaves wife H.M. Rose Zaitul Suriani Wati Maarof, daughters Sofia, 3, and Safia, ten-month old.

Rose Zaitul said Achik called her thirty minutes before the accident asking her to be ready to leave but did not mention the destination.
"Later I received a phone call to say that my husband had died in a road accident. I was shocked by the news," she said.

His mother Badariah Awaluddin, 54, said she met Achik at one of his brothers's house two weeks ago.
"Achik was rather quiet and was not his normal self," she said.

Childhood friend Siti Nordiana said she met Achik at Angkasapuri yesterday.

"He was unusually talkative. Since his car was parked quite far, he took a ride in my car at 5.30pm. Suddenly I heard that he had died at 6pm," she said.

Hattan described Achik's death as a loss to Negeri Sembilan while Tomok and Lan Kristal said the news came as a shock to them. - Bernama

  ~NI plak yg paling kejam aku rasa...seorang ibu mengandung yg dijerut..yang paling tidak dapat diterima akal adalah perutnya dpercayai telah disepak berulang kali sehingga menyebabakan fetus yg berusia 12minggu terkeluar..memang berhati syaitan betul r pelaku nih..apa nak jadi r..tak fikir ke depa,balasan yang akan diterima nanti..tak di dunia,di akhirat kelak..memang tidak berotak betul..tak boleh bayangkan aku kalau cucu cicit pelaku ini diperlakukan sedemikian rupa..apa yang mereka rasa????SUBHANALLAH..apapun,semoga ALLAH SWT melindungi kaum keluargaku dan umat islam..

Pregnant mum's corpse found

2010/04/18
By Kalbana Perimbanayagam

KUALA LUMPUR: A jogger made a particularly gruesome discovery at Tasik Perdana on Thursday -- the badly decomposed body of a pregnant woman who had been strangled and stomped on with the foetus forced out.

City police chief Datuk Muhammad Sabtu Osman said the discovery was made at 6.20pm after the jogger was overcome by a stench.

He said the woman was believed to have been dead for at least five days before the discovery.

"We found a scarf around her neck which was used to strangle her.

"The more despicable fact of this case was that the victim was kicked and stomped on the abdomen several times, causing her 12-week-old foetus to come out."

He said police did not rule out the possibility that the woman, estimated to be aged between 35 and 40, could have been killed elsewhere before her body was dumped near the lake.

"Police have also yet to determine her identity as there were no identification documents found on her."

Sabtu said the forensics team at the scene found a small Omega watch, helmet, handkerchief and several colourful beads on her neck.

He added that the victim was 170cm tall and had long curly hair.

Sabtu urged anyone who knew of a missing person who matched the victim's description to call the nearest police station or contact investigating officer Assistant Superintendent Chua Wee Seong at 012-2291433.