project paper

tomoro i will submit my project paper..but S***..im still stuck in chap 5..aiiyoo..what am i gonna do?

project paper aka thesis..

what the heckk..arghhh...this is week 15 already..and for god sake,i havent settled up with my project paper aka thesis yet..owhh my god..

this is my last sem in upsi and yet, my super duper worst sem..hahaa..i didnt present and didnt submit the report for dr maiza's subject which means i totally loss 40 marks..and how am i going to score this semester?aiiyooo...

i really cant wait for this moment..moment of wearing this kind of hat..hahahahahaahaha...

YA ALLAH ... give me strength and courage to finish this project paper..huhuhuhu..i dont wanna fail..

its been a long long time..

arghh..i am so lazy to update this blog..huhu..i dont know why..hahhaha..maybe because lack of ideas..btw, recently, i've been involved with short and sweet theatre,klpac..hahahhaha..my first time there actually..btw,i was there not as participants but as a backstage crew only..i was helping my friends, aina n bob...wow,its very good to involve with that kind of competition actually.first,because everyone there speaks  english..so,its very good for m.well,theres nothing mor for me to explain..but, here,i provide few pics..take a look..

 have no idea what and why i did this pose..hahhaa..if my lect is here, she definitely will say ''owhh myy..not cute at all''.. i guarantee that..btw,shes right..hahahha..

 sandee and na'a murad in action..well,they didnt make it to GALA night..i dont know why because i didnt watch this play...btw, the result was depends on the audiences and also the judges..

 i cant remember this one..

 and this is my friend..aina( asam pedas mama).. for me,the script was quite interesting..well, even they cant make it to the GALA night, but they already did their best.

aina as a mother

bob as amir ( aina's son -gay)

 this play is called single worded title..again,i didnt watch the play so i dont know the hole story..

 and this is 'The Lie'.. the girl with white scarf is my senior.her name is rowena.. 

 me with aina,bob and na'a murad..owh my..murad is soo cool..he was very friendly..

 and this is 'Energia'.. one of the most intersting plays. the story was about a wife, been kidnapped by an alien which finally turned her into a man..hahahha..very interesting and funny..hahahha..

 khalid was in 'Crutches'.(oowhh my..he is soo tall and looks like hritik roshan)..haha

 this one i cannot remember..

 and this is micheal..he was in ''Birds Fly Into The Ceiling Fand And Die''..and a bit about micheal..he is soo friendly..well, we were in the same dressing room for 4 nights..and one good thing about him is, i rarely saw him without his smile..hhhaha..he is soo cute..

 and this is jow hafsham..faridah merican's husband..he is an autralian...he was one of the most important person in that competition..look,he hugs me like im his  only daughter..hehehe..

i forgt about this one..hehhehehehe..

everything was teribble for me during presentation this evening..why?

1. few hours before presentation,i just figured our what actually i supposed to do.that was totally bullshit and ridiculous..but of course,no one should be blame except me myself..

2. while waiting for our turn to present, i just realized that i didnt bring the form that i supposed to bring..what a very stupid mistake..well,it was actually because, after discussed with my group members,i went home and edited my slide...totally busy untill until i forgot about the form..OMG,it was totally suck...i cant describe how guilty i was at that moment when i looked at my group members faces..i knew they mad at me,they hate me for being so careless..i knew that..well,that time,i really have no confidence to present...i really felt like running away from that room..i dont care about my marks anymore..but if i do that,im afraid it will effect my other group members marks..

3. And just to prove that i am a very trouble maker person, i also forgot to bring the video..the video is the most important part  of the presentation..i was teribbly suck,teribble,worse,spoiler and bla bla..i was sooooooo stupid at that time..

 i realy had no idea how careless i  was..i was so sad..because,for sure,my carelessness can effect my group members marks...so bad....when i got home,i really had x mood to talk to everyone...i cant help but my tears kept on dropping..i cant believe what i just did to my group members..but now, i feel better...but still,i cant forgive myself after what happen..how i wish i can go to them and asks for forgiveness..but im just afraid that my tears will drop again..i am that kind of person..a very useless,careless and stupid person..i wonder what kind of teacher that i will be in the future...

something inside

When the one thing you’re looking for

Is nowhere to be found 

And you back stepping all of your moves 

Trying to figure it out 

You wanna reach out 

You wanna give in 

Your head’s wrapped around 

what’s around the next bend 

You wish you could find something warm 

'Cause you’re shivering cold

It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes

The last thing you say as your saying goodbye 

Something inside you is crying and driving you on

It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes

The last thing you say as your saying goodbye 

Something inside you is crying and driving you on 

'Cause if you hadn't found me 

I would have found you 

I would have found you 

So long you’ve been running in circles 

'Round what’s at stake 

But now the times come for your feet to stand still in one place 

You wanna reach out 

You wanna give in 

Your head’s wrapped around what’s around the next bend 

You wish you could find something warm '

Cause you’re shivering cold

It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes 

The last thing you say as your saying goodbye 

Something inside you is crying and driving you on

It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes 

The last thing you say as your saying goodbye 

Something inside you is crying and driving you on 

'Cause if you hadn't found me

I would have found you 

I would have found you 

It was your first taste of love Living upon what you had

It’s the first thing you see when you open your eyes 

The last thing you say as your saying goodbye 

Something inside you is crying and driving you on

'Cause if you hadn't found me 

I would have found you 

I would have found you 

I would have found you 

I would have found you

well,i like this song much..maybe it s because i like jonathon so much...the words are so meaningful and beautiful..and his voice.everything is so perfect for me...hahaha..

wow..its been a long timeeee..hhaaha..suddenly miss my page..well,times running so fast..now im in sem 7..the busiest dan the laziest sem i think..this sem im doing my project paper aka thesis..arghhhh!!!what a big comitment. Now which is today,is already week 11..and for god sake,i cant see the progress..giler tol..huhu..cant see the progress because i dont do it..what a teacher im gonna b in the future...ermmm..huhu..

tomorrow,aku akan p ke tesl night..
at 1st,i dun feel like going..but then,after listened to what my friend said about this,timbul plak rase xadil..then suddenly,i change my mind..tp pki yg simple2 jek..no budget to buy a new dress.huhu..

aiyaa!!

aduuhh!!cam mane nk tido ni?kuatnyer dengkuran..huhuuhu..adoiii!!!apa nak wat ni?aiiyaa..