IM BACK

fuhhhh...lame giler tuhh xjengah bende nih...hahhahaahaha..rase cam org br r plak..fuhhh..almost a year kot aku xpost ape2 dlm ni..buzy ckit..(buzy ngan ape ntah)..huhu..


btw,skunk ni aku da abis blaja..4 tahun tu struggle..dah bile abis ni,struggle ngan posting plak..ntah bile nk dpt posting xtahu..dah boring dok kelantan..huhuhu..skunk ni keje kat kedai biasa d wakaf che yeh..



ermmm..umur da msk 24 tahun,tp keje tetap pom xde ag..nk wat camne..dala kat umah sedara mara plak asyik dok tnye bile nk kawen..ermm..tension..pastu plak pantang kalo aku dukung anak buah aku,mesti mak aku tgk smbl tersenyum je dan ckp ''awk da ley jd ibu da''..apa ke heii..ilek mak..br 24 tahun..enjoy life dl..pakwe pom xde ag..(hukhuk..xde sape nk..nk wat camne)..

k la..nk out dl..jap ag msk keje da..huhu..btw,thanks kat kawan aku yg br melangsungkan perkahwinan ujung bulan ritu..rugi xdpt p..mel ni ley kire rapat gak r..selalu konvoi same2 nek moto p rawang semata2 nak karok..huhu..ni gmbr die kawen

btw,congrats mel..cantek warne itam plus merah..my fav colors tuh..hehehe..btw,.kate2 tok mel :You were born together, and together you shall be for evermore…. but let there be spaces in your togetherness. And let the winds of the heavens dance between you

time iz running out

uwaaaaa...we only have few more days..so sad..i dont know when we can meet again..

project paper

tomoro i will submit my project paper..but S***..im still stuck in chap 5..aiiyoo..what am i gonna do?

project paper aka thesis..

what the heckk..arghhh...this is week 15 already..and for god sake,i havent settled up with my project paper aka thesis yet..owhh my god..

this is my last sem in upsi and yet, my super duper worst sem..hahaa..i didnt present and didnt submit the report for dr maiza's subject which means i totally loss 40 marks..and how am i going to score this semester?aiiyooo...

i really cant wait for this moment..moment of wearing this kind of hat..hahahahahaahaha...

YA ALLAH ... give me strength and courage to finish this project paper..huhuhuhu..i dont wanna fail..

its been a long long time..

arghh..i am so lazy to update this blog..huhu..i dont know why..hahhaha..maybe because lack of ideas..btw, recently, i've been involved with short and sweet theatre,klpac..hahahhaha..my first time there actually..btw,i was there not as participants but as a backstage crew only..i was helping my friends, aina n bob...wow,its very good to involve with that kind of competition actually.first,because everyone there speaks  english..so,its very good for m.well,theres nothing mor for me to explain..but, here,i provide few pics..take a look..

 have no idea what and why i did this pose..hahhaa..if my lect is here, she definitely will say ''owhh myy..not cute at all''.. i guarantee that..btw,shes right..hahahha..

 sandee and na'a murad in action..well,they didnt make it to GALA night..i dont know why because i didnt watch this play...btw, the result was depends on the audiences and also the judges..

 i cant remember this one..

 and this is my friend..aina( asam pedas mama).. for me,the script was quite interesting..well, even they cant make it to the GALA night, but they already did their best.

aina as a mother

bob as amir ( aina's son -gay)

 this play is called single worded title..again,i didnt watch the play so i dont know the hole story..

 and this is 'The Lie'.. the girl with white scarf is my senior.her name is rowena.. 

 me with aina,bob and na'a murad..owh my..murad is soo cool..he was very friendly..

 and this is 'Energia'.. one of the most intersting plays. the story was about a wife, been kidnapped by an alien which finally turned her into a man..hahahha..very interesting and funny..hahahha..

 khalid was in 'Crutches'.(oowhh my..he is soo tall and looks like hritik roshan)..haha

 this one i cannot remember..

 and this is micheal..he was in ''Birds Fly Into The Ceiling Fand And Die''..and a bit about micheal..he is soo friendly..well, we were in the same dressing room for 4 nights..and one good thing about him is, i rarely saw him without his smile..hhhaha..he is soo cute..

 and this is jow hafsham..faridah merican's husband..he is an autralian...he was one of the most important person in that competition..look,he hugs me like im his  only daughter..hehehe..

i forgt about this one..hehhehehehe..

everything was teribble for me during presentation this evening..why?

1. few hours before presentation,i just figured our what actually i supposed to do.that was totally bullshit and ridiculous..but of course,no one should be blame except me myself..

2. while waiting for our turn to present, i just realized that i didnt bring the form that i supposed to bring..what a very stupid mistake..well,it was actually because, after discussed with my group members,i went home and edited my slide...totally busy untill until i forgot about the form..OMG,it was totally suck...i cant describe how guilty i was at that moment when i looked at my group members faces..i knew they mad at me,they hate me for being so careless..i knew that..well,that time,i really have no confidence to present...i really felt like running away from that room..i dont care about my marks anymore..but if i do that,im afraid it will effect my other group members marks..

3. And just to prove that i am a very trouble maker person, i also forgot to bring the video..the video is the most important part  of the presentation..i was teribbly suck,teribble,worse,spoiler and bla bla..i was sooooooo stupid at that time..

 i realy had no idea how careless i  was..i was so sad..because,for sure,my carelessness can effect my group members marks...so bad....when i got home,i really had x mood to talk to everyone...i cant help but my tears kept on dropping..i cant believe what i just did to my group members..but now, i feel better...but still,i cant forgive myself after what happen..how i wish i can go to them and asks for forgiveness..but im just afraid that my tears will drop again..i am that kind of person..a very useless,careless and stupid person..i wonder what kind of teacher that i will be in the future...

something inside

When the one thing you’re looking for

Is nowhere to be found 

And you back stepping all of your moves 

Trying to figure it out 

You wanna reach out 

You wanna give in 

Your head’s wrapped around 

what’s around the next bend 

You wish you could find something warm 

'Cause you’re shivering cold

It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes

The last thing you say as your saying goodbye 

Something inside you is crying and driving you on

It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes

The last thing you say as your saying goodbye 

Something inside you is crying and driving you on 

'Cause if you hadn't found me 

I would have found you 

I would have found you 

So long you’ve been running in circles 

'Round what’s at stake 

But now the times come for your feet to stand still in one place 

You wanna reach out 

You wanna give in 

Your head’s wrapped around what’s around the next bend 

You wish you could find something warm '

Cause you’re shivering cold

It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes 

The last thing you say as your saying goodbye 

Something inside you is crying and driving you on

It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes 

The last thing you say as your saying goodbye 

Something inside you is crying and driving you on 

'Cause if you hadn't found me

I would have found you 

I would have found you 

It was your first taste of love Living upon what you had

It’s the first thing you see when you open your eyes 

The last thing you say as your saying goodbye 

Something inside you is crying and driving you on

'Cause if you hadn't found me 

I would have found you 

I would have found you 

I would have found you 

I would have found you

well,i like this song much..maybe it s because i like jonathon so much...the words are so meaningful and beautiful..and his voice.everything is so perfect for me...hahaha..