everything was teribble for me during presentation this evening..why?

1. few hours before presentation,i just figured our what actually i supposed to do.that was totally bullshit and ridiculous..but of course,no one should be blame except me myself..

2. while waiting for our turn to present, i just realized that i didnt bring the form that i supposed to bring..what a very stupid mistake..well,it was actually because, after discussed with my group members,i went home and edited my slide...totally busy untill until i forgot about the form..OMG,it was totally suck...i cant describe how guilty i was at that moment when i looked at my group members faces..i knew they mad at me,they hate me for being so careless..i knew that..well,that time,i really have no confidence to present...i really felt like running away from that room..i dont care about my marks anymore..but if i do that,im afraid it will effect my other group members marks..

3. And just to prove that i am a very trouble maker person, i also forgot to bring the video..the video is the most important part  of the presentation..i was teribbly suck,teribble,worse,spoiler and bla bla..i was sooooooo stupid at that time..

 i realy had no idea how careless i  was..i was so sad..because,for sure,my carelessness can effect my group members marks...so bad....when i got home,i really had x mood to talk to everyone...i cant help but my tears kept on dropping..i cant believe what i just did to my group members..but now, i feel better...but still,i cant forgive myself after what happen..how i wish i can go to them and asks for forgiveness..but im just afraid that my tears will drop again..i am that kind of person..a very useless,careless and stupid person..i wonder what kind of teacher that i will be in the future...